Had decided to be grumpy
All made up was my mind about it
Would hold on to this sadness
Will not let go of the sorrow
Trapped would be the guilt
Checked in would be the pain
But there i left a creak open
Entered the hope
Rushed in the desire
Peeped in the beauty of this world
Helpless in the grandeur of it all
Turned to child again
Lost grip of guilt ..slipped away the hurt
All remained was wonder
Gratitude for life
Hope for tommorow..
That selfishness is missing
Better is preferred
But ok too is fine
Content it is or cowardice
Why am i scared to dream
Why am i guilty to desire
Neither selfless nor greedy
What does this soul require
Why am i ashamed to be proud
Why am i conscious to aspire
What is that kid inside scared of
Trivial stuff makes it perspire
What is the worst that can happen
Calendars would anyway turn
Why not wish for beauty
Add colors to the wishes
Peace i seek
Beauty i aspire
A piece of magic
A slice of desire..
Moments of love
Seconds of life
Before i die
Let me be alive
Nothing will remain
Why to just sustain
Experiences if not
What else does it contain
Can I really break free
From shackles of mundane
Learn to live
Be born once again